I was thinking of talking about it but i always stopped myself, since that story is long and includes other people. But i decided to speak up about my life, cause well, i think it's pretty interesting.
I should start with saying that my friend was always telling me that im kinda special in other way, cause in my life i always bump into weird people, and especially men. Right now i'll tell you about couple of them. I would not call them weird, but they're for sure not something typical. There's always a twist.
I'm not sure who I should start with. Should I give you the worst/most ridiculous story first or the kinkiest?
I will start it with saying I've had Daddy, a Baby and a Slave. All at once, since I've never met them and never declared anything serious going on, I've been talking to different men. Since I'm all about raw truth, I'll also admit that I've been into DDLG for a long time. And i would put myself into "switch" box. I've been looking for somebody remembering about that Lil kink. I never found a good daddy, cause all were just creepy (besides one or two but that's a story for another time and also with a twist). Just by looking around I talked to this boy, thinking like oh, we could be friends or something. And he straight up fell for me. What's the plot twist? You might not know what does that mean when I say he's a boy. He likes to act like he's little. He likes age play, likes to be taken care of, likes to be ordered to do some things and get punished. Also he's a huge brat. I'm okay with everything but I'm harsh when somebody's is bratty, cause that's annoying. I'm harsh, and if they still playing I get tired and mad and I just leave.
Then I met this Daddy that was really cute, our deals were matching. He would take care of me, and I would give him what he needs sometimes, and by saying what he needs I mean - I'll give him pain. Bonus points cause he's Greek, and I would use all the help I could get in learning Greek right now. And everything's cool, but dude ghosted me, typically like all of other daddies I tried to talk to (including a sugar daddy, and that's also another story for another time). Then when I was just looking thru my Instagram I got a message, random one that I'm pretty or something. I talked a little bit to this guy and he straight away asked if I'm interested in having a slave, and getting paid for it. I'm never hurray about propositions like that, but I don't know, maybe I had a bad day and needed to yell at someone and he showed up and literally asked for it - and after our little talk I realised I even kinda like him the way he is, so I kept him. He calls me goddess and is ready to do what I tell him to do. And I'm gonna admit, it's a God damn sandbox for me. And I'm thankful for his dedication. I get bored sometimes, and don't talk to him for months and he still is there with unlimited love, not asking for loving him back. Win-win situation. Except I don't take money from him - yet. I respect him for having balls to give away their whole life to another person. It's crazy, but ballsy and bold. And well I'm not also a devil, so I'll not ruin him. He's safe with me. Might get hurt, but safe. Those are examples of men I met. Kinda extreme, right? Well...
I will tell you about men from second category. Surprising men. One of them I met thru dating app when I had a breakdown and decided I need to be in a relationship. It turned out he was in breakdown too. We ended up in bed. It was the freakiest night of my life - nothing I expected, and everything I ever dreamed of. Next day he told me we should say goodbye to each other, because he has issues and realised he can't be in the relationship. I sat down and thought about it. About commitment and stuff and thought if I'm ready myself. Answer was really easy - no. I'm not ready for a relationship, and it was a mistake that I was looking for it. It will find me on its own. But I couldn't let that good fuck go. So I got a friend with benefits on champions level. We had some cool, fun and casual time together... Until he showed his true colors. Low key homophobic, and straight up transphobic. And the cherry on top - didn't understand when I said no. I don't want to talk about those nasty opinions you have about things you know nothing about, but you think you know everything, cause you watch left winged media and read a book or two. He didn't listen. He said too much. And he permanently become the most unattractive and the least fun dick I've ever knew. And we never spoke again. Next was a man who is studying in my city. Young man, who traveled the world. But he never left his place whenever he stayed at in those different counties. He was never truly interested in culture and traditions of places he have been visiting - and that made him the most boring person I've met. I tried so hard to look for the topic - politics, religion, everything. And there's nothing. He eats the same things, watches the same movies and walks the same way everyday. No actual hobbies. But I know he liked me, and that's very flattering, meanwhile I can't think of the topic we could talk about besides saying obvious stuff that does not need to be said.
And the third man in this category is also surprising. I have an account on PH, and some people just send me their private parts and stuff and this guy he maybe did that too, but after that he just talked to me like to a human being. With respect, with some topic. Turned out to be quite a romantic soul, looking for love that he can work on. Totally the opposite you expect from PH. And we talk to this day and he's quite cool. I respect that man. Kinda sad he lives that far away.
Category three - sketchy player. After reading all I've written for now you might think I'm a hoe, and a player. And you have rights to think that, but I'll disagree. What I think is that I am really cool young woman and if I can then I'll just have fun and take all the attention, admiration and action I can get, cause why not. Women also wanna have fun. And the last guy... He has a girlfriend. I knew them both on Facebook, but never in life, so when he messaged me I just chatted with him out of boredom. He started hitting on me, flirting. He even told me he's unhappy with his girlfriend because... She doesn't want to get adventurous in bed and try new things. Basically he got bored of her but still didn't want to leave her. I asked him about that because he was really into me. Basically the deal was - have balls, change your life for better and come and let's bang like young Gods. He didn't wanted to break up with her, but didn't stop messaging me, sexting me, etc. I didn't care, cause it's their thing, not mine. I'm not getting into how their relationship works. And I said like... Come, and let's have fun. He was always kinda pushing that idea around, but still wanted to keep sexting. At that point I realised what he's doing. He's having fun with both of us. He probably fucked her, but thinking about me. She was lied to, and I just wasted time. No fun for either of us, girls. And that's not right. You don't try to cheat, and mess around with the cheat, cause guess what, I can message your girl. And I did. I told her, I showed her screenshoots. But the girl turned out to be stupid, cause she didn't listen, and told me it's my fault even if not me she would never know her man is a snake with no balls to admit what he had been doing. She blocked me, and told her man to block me. At that point they're both out from my life and I'm more than happy cause it was messy. Well... Yeah. For some time I had them out. After a year the guy found my mail and send me an email saying that he missed me, and that HE FORGAVE ME THAT I TOLD HER. The audacity! The audacity of it all! He was still up for play. I told him about fun with friend with benefits, and he's abilities, and i guess the guy felt small and left me alone, but i feel it in my bones - that he will be back.
And the moral if it is that you should listen when a girl shows you that your man is a cheater. Cheater will always be a cheater. Sorry not sorry. And i can't tell her he's back, cause I remind you - she blocked me. Funny.
I can add a little bonus story - once at club one man stopped me, looked me in the eye and told me that he sees that I'm sensitive and I've been thru a lot.
As it is quite nice and cool thing to say to people during the party. :)
Yall twisted men.
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